< Quotes >

* Every man dies. Not every man really lives. -William Wallace-

* don't compare your life to others'. you have no idea what their journey is all about. -unknown-

* don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. -unknown-

* dont dare to be different , Dare to be yourself. - Laura Baker -

< hydrangea flower >

* hydrangea flower *

my favourite flower after rose, lily, & orchid.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hydrangea

http://www.hydrangeashydrangeas.com/mopheads.html

http://www.gardensablaze.com/Shrubs/ShrubsHydrangea.htm

< suspected H1N1 >

i wasnt feeling so good since Monday(10-Aug-2009).. i felt tired.. body aching.. cough and sneezing.. off and on. then on Wednesday at work.. my throat started to feel very uncomfortable.. it tasted bitter. Thursday morning, i woke up with even a worse sore throat.. heavy-head.. cough.. and body ache.. no fever tho. so, i went to the clinic.. and after a check the doctor said that it may or may not be H1N1, but i'll have to take antibotics first, and i should come back in 3 days or so, for further check-up.. especially if the antibiotics did not work on me. (i really am hoping that its just a normal ..tiredness.. body ache.. heavy-head.. sore throat.. cough.. sneeze.. flu). Doctor gave me 2 days medical leave, and i am supposed to quarantine myself and just stay at home. Pity my beloved hubby. I hope he doesnt get infected. i love him so much.

Ya Allah.. please help me to recover fast. please protect me and my family (ie: my husband, my mother, my father, and my brothers) from this H1N1 virus. i love them so much! and please protect my community too. Aminn.

http://www.un.org/staff/pandemic/

< i want to be blessed >

i feel bored.. is this what its like being M*****d ? it surely is not what i expected. why are you living a life like a sinlge M** ? and making me having to live a life like a single W****. didnt you know that life will and should change after m******e ? or you knew but you didnt what it to change the way it should ? Ya Allah.. help me.. help us both. i dont want to continue like this.. please change for me , for you , for us.. to have a happy , wonderful, fabulous , blessed m******e life. i love you.. dont do this to me.. and i believe you love me too.

< oh God.. help me >

Ya Allah.. help me. help me to be able to have enough patience to tolerate some people.. this particular person.